Liam Lockwood stumbled across a photo in a magazine of his long-forgotten brother causing buried secrets, heartache and obsession to bubble to the surface. When Liam sees something he wants, he takes it. He always has and this time will be no different despite his father’s warning.
Payback for a dark and broken childhood now has a name, Nora Robertson.
(4 / 5)
This is the second stand-alone novel in a series. You don’t have to read the first one before you read this one, but it does give you more back-story on what happened before to Nora. So if you start reading this book and feel like you are missing something, I think that the author does a good job hitting the high points so you can get the jist and still enjoy this one without having to read the other one first. There are some trigger warnings in the book so reader, read with caution if that’s your thing.
Nora and Liam are delightfully dark and dirty in every way. She is reluctant to let anyone in after being kidnapped and falling in love with her captor. Liam wants to know the woman that spent time with his brother, and he is hungry to be accepted into her life.
Once they begin to trust each other, you start to see how dark their fantasies truly lie and how far each person is willing to go to please the other. The amount of trust and attraction that these two have for each other leaves me blinking in wonder. How wonderfully arousing and sexy.
“He wraps an arm around my shoulders. For a moment, I swear I can feel my future on his skin.”
Both products of their abusive environments, it is a wonder that they are both still capable of romantic love. But in this book the author proves that it is possible to find another person that respects, loves and accepts all of you, in every way. Both these characters are broken in irreparable ways, but together they love and heal each other.
Nora loves words, so I had to look up about 45 words in the dictionary right along with Liam while I was reading this book. Normally I would think it was annoying, but since it was a cute character quirk, I didn’t mind it at all, it was something that made Nora unique.
*I was given this book for free in exchange for a fair and honest review.*
Six Months Ago
I saw the headline first. The Tutor Captive Speaks Out For First Time Exclusive!
I admit I was curious. I’d heard the news reports. Seen the reporters trying to get the meek redhead to talk to them last year. I was waiting in line at the grocery store- a task normally done by my assistant- when I picked up the rag and flipped it open to the article. Immediately nostalgia sucker punched me. One of the featured pictures showed the redhead, a young girl and…my brother. I slammed the magazine shut and slapped it on the conveyor belt with my groceries. Fucking Holden.
When I slip into my car, I yank the magazine out and read the article. Held captive. Cuts. Love. Emotional abuse. Scars. Moving on. Single. Raise awareness about abuse and PTSD. Blah blah.
“Dammit,” I mutter. Although I don’t recall an awful lot from my childhood I do remember my mother and her specific brand of abuse and my brother’s. I pull my cell phone from my back pocket and dial my father.
“Liam,” he answers.
“Burn through the money already?” His voice is tight.
I groan. “No. Have you seen the latest edition of,” I flip the magazine over, “People Weekly?”
“Why would I have son? You in it?” His voice grates my nerves. He has two tones of voice, condescending and stern.
“No, but your other son is,” I say. I run a hand through my hair. It’s just long enough to consider scheduling a hair cut. My father would prefer it cropped close to the scalp, but I’ve always kept it longer.
“Excuse me?” He barks into my ear.
“Holden Douglas Lockwood, remember him? He’s featured in the magazine.” I wait for his retort. His slew of curses but only silence greets me. “Dad?”
“I’m here. Come to the house now.”
“Yes, Sir,” I say.
I end the call and toss the magazine on the passenger seat. I start the car while pulling up Carol’s contact to send her a quick text that I won’t need her tonight. She texts me back immediately to let me know she left dinner in the fridge for me.
The drive to my father’s house isn’t long but it gives me too much time to focus on my the short movie clips that play in my mind from my former life. Mountain life. Memories of Holden screaming and my father shouting. Holden coming into our room with blood dripping down his torso as I cowered in the corner. Holden covering my mouth in the middle of the night and drawing thin slices along my scalp. What Ma did to him, he did to me, but less so. And hidden. When I told Dad what was happening he snapped. Without warning, he threw me in his truck and drove us away. He told me to never speak of our cabin. To never speak of Holden or baby Laura or Ma again. Nightmares kept me up most nights until Dad started to beat them out of me of with his belt.
We started fresh four hours south of that damned mountain. He created an empire for us. Sent me to the best schools and now I run the business he started. We have wanted for nothing. I have no idea how Holden or Ma or Laura faired. Except now- I do. I know they are all dead from that damned article.
I pull into Dad’s gated driveway and leave the car running at the front door. His valet takes my keys as I pass by him. I don’t bother knocking on my way inside. Dad sits behind his oak desk. He hand carved it. Sanded it for days. Stained it and had his security detail move the enormous hunk of wood into his office. Two fingers of whiskey reside in a glass to his left.
“Sit,” he says. I do. He does not offer me a drink.
“Show me this article.” I lean forward and toss the magazine on his desk. He flips to the article and reads silently. When he finishes, he grunts and slaps the magazine closed.
“We don’t have anything to worry about. They got his last name wrong.”
“But Dad, what about the cabin? There could be things there that lead back to us. Pictures or, I don’t know?”
“There’s nothing Liam. Holden’s dead. Laura’s dead and your mother is dead. Good riddance. It sounds like Holden took up her ‘art’. He was destined to get caught.”
“That’s all you have to say? Laura and Holden were your children too.”
“I let them go a long time ago and you should have too.”
“Don’t you care at all?”
“No. Your Mother was bat shit crazy. Love made me do stupid things for that woman. Move that damned mountain to commune with nature. Live off grid to aid her art. I gave her enough years. I have nothing left for her-not even curiosity.”
“But Holden, Laura?” I say. “I couldn’t care for an infant on my own and Holden was too far gone by then. I could however, save you. Are you not grateful for that?” Save me. The words sound sincere rolling off his tongue but saving me from Ma and my siblings didn’t spare me his abuse. I cannot say this however.
“Of course I am. I just…”
“Don’t over think it Liam and don’t tell anyone about this article. Understood?”
“Yes Sir,” I answer.
“Good,” he says while lifting his glass to his mouth. I watch the amber liquid slosh back and forth and yearn for a glass of my own. The first time I’ve heard of, or seen my brother since we left was in a magazine for being a psychopath and my father wants to simply sweep it under the rug with no explanation. It baffles me and irritates me simultaneously. I say nothing to my father because is not the kind of man you push.
#1click #darkromanticthriller #darkromanticsuspense
➜ Have you 1-clicked yet?
NEWSLETTER – If you want to get in on all bonus content ➔ http://eepurl.com/2Svvb
PRIVATE FAN GROUP – This is where I chat with readers and run giveaways
AMAZON FOLLOW – Click the yellow follow button ➔https://goo.gl/X7dxMO
TWITTER FOLLOW – I tweet about special deals, giveaways on Twitter, follow me here
INSTAGRAM – Follow my crazy life on IG ➔ https://goo.gl/AX4qxv
GOODREADS – Where all good books start ➔ https://goo.gl/M9lwVB